June21

๐—๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ฒ๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿญ – Challenge. Here is my little summary.

First of all in the beginning I had the idea it will be a simple task which wonโ€™t take too much time ๐Ÿ˜… till it got harder and harder.

About 6 months ago I tried my first โ€œ๐—ข๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐—Ÿ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐— ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ฎโ€ inspired by one line art. Since then in my head I want to try it out and not knowing that I just got stuck in the thinking mode of โ€˜๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜„ should I implement it?โ€™. (๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ฒ๐˜€โ€ฆ).

So I used the challenge to experiment and ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐˜† ๐—ฐ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ผ๐˜€๐—ถ๐˜๐˜†. While I was doing that and I was sure that I found โ€˜๐—บ๐˜† ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐˜†โ€™, next realization: I was working out of ๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐˜๐—ผ-๐—ฝ๐—ถ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ after I did a โ€˜๐—บ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฒโ€™. ๐——๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿฌ. ๐Ÿ˜ First thought – oh what should I do? First reaction I wanted to revert it! Calming down and accepting the situation I discovered that actually ๐—œ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐˜† ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜„ ๐˜€๐˜๐˜†๐—น๐—ฒ and how it took itโ€™s own shape. ๐Ÿ’™

Second half of the month. I was getting lazy and forgetting it but pushing myself to continue even after midnight sleepy and demotivated and against my mind, which was telling me: โ€˜youโ€™re late, the day is overโ€™, โ€˜๐˜€๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ฝ ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐˜†, ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—น๐˜† ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ,โ€ฆโ€™.

๐——๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฎ – the month felt so long.. I really wanted to skip that day. I know itโ€™s sounds strange, in the end itโ€™s just a simple mandala drawing,.. but the mind turned it already into a big deal. This inner fight between doing and not doing it, next realization: Why Iโ€™m putting so much pressure on me? (= ๐˜„๐—ต๐˜† ๐—œโ€™๐—บ ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด!! ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฝ๐˜‚๐˜ ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—บ๐˜†๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ณ?) I allowed myself to enjoy a few minutes, thatโ€™s why there is only one open circle ๐Ÿ˜Š.

๐——๐—ฎ๐˜†๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฒ turned into a more simple One Line Mandala compared to ๐——๐—ฎ๐˜†๐Ÿญ, which was too intense, this happened because I tried the new technique with the ๐—ผ๐—น๐—ฑ ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป. So I gave myself ๐˜€๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ to gain new experiences, which you can see in the following days.

The last one on ๐——๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐Ÿฏ๐Ÿฌ just summarizes the whole challenge. Hope, joy, flow in the โ€˜๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ธโ€™ times in the โ€˜๐—บ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฒ๐˜€โ€™. One drop (one intention – one step) helps us to move on, discover and create our own ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐˜๐˜†.

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